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Last week I went for an MRI of my cervical spine. I've been having intermittent numbness in three fingers on my right hand (thumb, pointer, middle). The doctor thinks it might be something in my neck. I read that the C5, C6, and C7 vertebrae correspond to those three fingers in the case of numbness, so he might be on to something. He is a neurologist, after all.
I always thought people who had anxiety in an MRI machine were just pansies. I would say, "Why can't you just close your eyes and take a nap?"
Well, that was before I had to go into an MRI machine. My first time getting an MRI was after an accident about 6 years ago. I almost couldn't do it. I was extremely anxious. Being slid into that donut shape was horrible. As a large person, it was very tight. The top of the machine practically touched my nose. You might know, they tell you to stay very still, don't move. Which only makes you want to move more. All I could think about was moving. And the fact that I was in a tube.
I absolutely HATED it. They even gave me a sedative which didn't work at all.
One of the machines in my area was called an "open" MRI. It was like two tortillas that you lay between like you're a quesadilla. I couldn't do that one either because they couldn't close the tortillas enough to get the image. And then when I went for a cervical spine MRI, they had to put a cage over my head which then wouldn't allow my whole body in the machine because they couldn't get my shoulders in. It was a nightmare.
So we found a stand-up MRI place in Phoenix. They have a machine like the one in the photo above. You can stand up or sit, depending on what body part they are scanning, and the entire area of the machine is open so you don't feel claustrophobic. In my case, since they were doing my neck, I just sat in the machine, they attached a little collar to me, and I watched TV for thirty minutes while they scanned me. I still hated it because as a larger person, I was still squished between those two plates and I still couldn't move, but it was less anxiety-producing because nothing was in front of my face and I didn't feel as confined.
I hope this is the last time I have to do one of these. If I ever have to do it again, I think I'd like them to knock me out.
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